February 2012
3 posts
so i bought troy and i some wrestling shirts. him a john cena shirt [i honestly don’t know if he legitimately likes him, or just pretends like he does] and me a stone cold shirt. mine doesnt fit QQ. so that’s my inspiration to lose some weight. i’ve been put on prozac, and stopping celexa, to see if that helps with my weight issues. i mean, 50lbs in less than a year? seriously?
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January 2012
9 posts
petey, your tiny kitty cat claws are hurting my skin.
i just want a macbook
why do the dumbest things never go right?!
downloaded office 2010 for a class. tried to install said office on my old ass laptop. my version of vista does not support it. went and bought windows 7. installed it, but now i have 2 OSs on my laptop. the resolution is TERRIBLE. and its 3am. i’ve been working on this since 5pm. ;_;
i know weight fluctuates day to day, but today is the first time its fluctuated up :’( its probably because of those damn muffins that i made last night, plus adding in soda [diet is low carb, but there must be something else in them] instead of just keeping my regular flavored carbonated water. i’m also upset because troy and i just had a small fight. all i did was ask him to help...
today went from alright, to awesome, to shitty, to not so shitty but still pretty shitty, to still waiting for an answer. i want to live someone else’s life right now. but come back to mine when its not shitty.
new years goals
-lose 50 lbs by my birthday -pay off my credit cards -pass all my classes -stop cussing in front of morgan so much & in general
that’s about it.
December 2011
6 posts
i’m sure if people knew what i really thought about them, i’d have no friends.
operation need to lose some fucking weight needs to start soon.
looking at old pictures of me from high school made me sad.
Y I NO SKINNY N E MORE?
my goddamn phone isn’t working. well, it’ll let me play on the internet, but not call or text anyone. you know, those things phones were made for. also, i feel like complete and utter shit because i decided to stop taking my meds. and its not like i can do anything about it because even if i wanted to take them, i have no money to buy any because my fucking check from the VA...
November 2011
3 posts
depression is like a war waging inside of your head, and its an uphill battle. you logically think that you know you can overcome this ridiculousness that’s consuming your life. however, there is this ridiculousness consuming your life. and thanks to my husband, i got off track of my post, and somehow we ended up talking about school and making money. soooo, until next time.
October 2011
10 posts
I think I put a huge problem in my marriage. Here’s to hoping I dont fuck it up. (my marriage, that is)
i want to go to the uk soooo bad.
but first, i gotta go to bed =(
i had sex over an hour ago, and i want to have sex again.
oh, chocolate flavored vodka.
i just remembered how much i hate writing papers.
Medicine 1
Laura 0
Back on ‘em.
It was killing my marriage being off ‘em.
i have been feeling like shit for the past few weeks. i’m trying to ween off of my medicine [because of the fluoride content that i’m not okay with] and its a horrible not fun experience. i constantly feel weak, nauseous, and these weird “zaps”. its only temporary, but i think i’m making a constant because i’ll break down and take a dose of medicine to see if...
oh and my baby daddy is stupid as fuck.
edit:
see for yourself. here’s the link to his twitter. if you can decipher what the fuck he’s saying, please let me know. lololololol.
http://twitter.com/#!/cwballaholic243
i swear to fucking god. i hate my husbands job with a fucking passion. he never gets any days off, and if he does they always end up calling him in anyway. IF HE HAS THE DAY OFF LET HIM HAVE THE FUCKING DAY OFF.
i never get to see him, and i really want him to quit. but then where would we get our money for bills? i want him to look for another job.
September 2011
1 post
August 2011
3 posts
Willow and wesley are married! My mind is blown, even if im about 8 years late on this marriage.
July 2011
2 posts
there are more important things than star wars
Like star trek!
I wanna have sex. Or watch Angel. Neither is happening because Troys playing DC Universe online.
June 2011
8 posts
i drank too much the other night
ended up going to the hospital. thank god i didn’t have alcohol poisoning, but the scary-as-shit part was when i lost all control of my motor functions. i seriously looked like i had a bad case of tourettes or parkinsons. i wish i was being funny, but i’m not.
oh and i hate being poor
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i am so fucking drunk guiseseeefsjksljlka
seriously though. i really dunno how much ive had to drink. at first it was a simple coconut and juice mix. then it turned into a double shot of vanilla vodka with dr pepper. then make that another one. and then coconut vodka, blue orange schnapps, and juice concoction. and then apple flavored moonshine shit. andjfkladjflkasjfkdjs troy bought a new car without me being around and its really cool...
i really let myself go. i seriously feel like crying right now. how did i gain this much weight? i’m sure i look it, but i don’t feel like it. but i do wanna slim down, enough to fit in my jeans again. haha. around 130 is my goal.
i just told my husband how much i weigh and he told me i’m still beautiful to him. <3 love love love.
now to continue with this diet. low carb is...
May 2011
7 posts
