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i really let myself go. i seriously feel like crying right now. how did i gain this much weight? i’m sure i look it, but i don’t feel like it. but i do wanna slim down, enough to fit in my jeans again. haha. around 130 is my goal.

i just told my husband how much i weigh and he told me i’m still beautiful to him. <3 love love love.

now to continue with this diet. low carb is my choice. i just need to start working out. but i feel like i don’t have time. and when i do, i lack serious motivation. plus i wouldn’t wanna go walking around the neighborhood i live in. i’m so ready to move out of choyce ave. but that won’t happen until we start receiving child support, morgan is in daycare, and i get a job with normal hours. these 4 hr weeks are killing me. i’m so resentful of my job right now. i NEED to get out of retail.

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